I'm back...Hopefully

It's been one hell of a year for me since last May. Started off with abdominal surgery, then my back went out, my grand son was born, I got a sinus infection that I couldn't get rid of for months and then my back went out, again. This last time my back went out it was suddenly and felt like some one shoved a knife in my back (yes I know what it feels like to be stabbed) and I was on the floor. It took weeks before I was able to get out of bed with out having to roll on my belly and push myself off the bed so my knees would touch the floor and the I could use the bed to push my self up to stand. Sitting and standing were the same way. I went to to Dr and he said there wasn't a thing that could be done I just had to wait until the spasm stopped. I was taking two percocet and 2 trqamadol three times a day and was still in pain.
I had to to go the Dr 2 time to get the right antibiotic to get rid of the sinus infection and that's a drag. But I'm feeling better now and in better spirits. My sister nearly died a couple of months ago and had to be hospitalized so thing in that relationship have changed dramaticly. I go in to check on her and she'd get mad at me. I finally told her that if she didn't want me to check on her then she had better move into an assited living center because I was tired of being the bad guy trying to keep her healthy. She's been living with me for 3 yrs now and all she paid for were utilities. That was a big problem for me. We had a big argument over how I moved her in with me so she could get out of debt and then by accident I opened her bank statement and saw how much money she had spent (more like wasted) and I blew up. She is now paying resonable amount for rent and doesn't complain when I check on her. I have come to the realization that if I want to eat I have to do all the cooking. My sister tries but damm she fucks up squash! I can't stand her cooking so it's up to me. So I'm cooking and eating and gaining weight back. It feels good to be back and alive. Hope all of you are doing well.

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