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I'm feeling down and brokenhearted.

I hope to feel better soon. I am feeling down and brokenhearted because of so many promises I get from certain person that say they love me. I hold on to those promises with a heart of a loving child that trusts and loves completely. I am fragile when it comes to someone telling me they love me and makes promises to me because I get my hopes up for a much better future than I have right now. I do what I do for living for now because of some of the things I have had happen to me in my lifetime financially and emotionally with other relationships I have had. Plus, I do like getting the help I need too. Yes, I do love sex and yes I have enjoyed having fun with others; but there is something more I want out of life as well and I am and was hoping for that future coming in July. I am a caring and loving person and I like to be cared for and loved in a loving way by the person that says they love me and wants to spend the rest of their life with me;having children as well. It's taken a while for me to really think about things and give myself over to this person and have a life with them. I have even stopped doing things with escorting before several months ago for this person to show that I wanted to respect him even though he did not ask me at the time to stop doing things. I started back because of needing financial help and attention as well. I told him about it a long while back and he seemed to be ok with it; and was not angry with me about it either. Plus, he's talked many times with me after I started back with things. He says he still wants me and everything. I just feel like since we are so far apart in distance right now; that he might feel different about me and just go about doing his own thing in life without me. I write about this because I am going through a lot of changes in my life right now and going through many problems with finances. I want to get it off my chest and be honest about it all because I can not live a life with no purpose in it. Life is precious to me and I don't want to waste it away.
Peace Be With You All,
12pleaseu

General Category: Relationships, Romance, Love
Current mood: sad
Added on: 03/25/08 18:52

Comments

12pleaseu
Thank you Kotikkk, yes true love really does matter in life. Hugs To You, 12pleaseu Posted on: 03/28/08 17:09

Kotikkk
You're right, true love is always for no matter - it is a Matter itself. Posted on: 03/27/08 19:19

12pleaseu
Thanks Kotikkk and I feel lucky too even when I feel down; I still know that I am loved no matter what. I am feeling a lot better and I will keep the faith and keep going. Thank you for your comment too. Have a blessed day! Hugs, 12pleaseu Posted on: 03/26/08 16:41

Kotikkk
This is very good, that man was so intelligent and sensible. I'd say you both were lucky! Posted on: 03/26/08 01:24

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