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I have one son and he and girlfriend gave birth to my 1st grandchild, a , boy. He weighed in at 8lb 1oz., 19 1/2 inches long at 10:50 PM on July 25. He is a real pretty baby and has the sweetest shaped mouth and rests his head on his little left fist. He has stawberryblond hair and brown eyes and he is the love of my life. I changed his diaper and then held him for about 2 hours and the only time, after changing his diaper, that started squawking was when I changed him from one arm to the other. He quickly quited down after I talked to him and stroked his little body. He's a cuite and he is going to be his "Pappa's Boy". I'll make sure of that!LOL
His middle name is Paul, after me. I was really surpised when they told me they were going to name him after me but my son and I a really close and always tell one another that we love them. When my son was little he would tell me he was my "Little love bug".
He's healthy and has big hands, feat and pretty well hung for a little guy. I know I'm going to spoil him rotten!!
I'm so happy, this is my first grand child.
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General Blog Category: Relationships, Romance, Love
Current Mood: ecstatic
Added on: 07/27/08 21:24
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There are so many fires burning in California that where I live it looks like fog. I took a couple of pictures of the sun and some one aksed me why I was taking pictures of the moon when I showed them the pictures. The health departments are recommending that people do not go out side, at all and some area schools have been closed due to the smoke. There are so many fires and the tempature has been around 100F for the last 2 weeks. God bless and keep the fire fighters safe.
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General Blog Category: Client's Experiences
Current Mood: contemplative
Added on: 07/10/08 18:33
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I'm up and around, again, after my last surgery. I'd like to kick the shit out of a lot of doctor's. The one who did my surgery said it would feel like I got punced. Yeah, right. It felt like I got kicked in the gut by a Mule. The fucking anastheisgolist bruised the whole back of my hand with his IV and gave me a fat lip when he pulled the aspirator out. Ass holes!
The meds they gave me for the surgery and pain knocked me out for 2 1/2 days and I've just now gotten my sleep cycle back to normal. I'd be awake all night and try to stay awake the entire day and then be so tired I'd take a nap for an hour and couldn't get back to sleep until 4 - 6 AM and it kept going like that. I'd stay awake all night and day and still couldn't fall asleep and finally I fell asleep Sunday night at 10pm and woke up Monday at 5am and went to sleep, last night at 11pm and was up at 630 this morning. Hopefully that's all over.
When I went back for my check up I saw the Dr's PA and she told me I'd be sore for the next 2 months so that's going to be the shits but what can you do?
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General Blog Category: Client's Experiences
Current Mood: cranky
Added on: 07/08/08 18:11
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I went on a web search of South Africa looking for escorts there and I want to tell you: Don't do it! I ended up with 82 spyware viruses from just a couple of sites. There was one escort on this site from South Africa but she removed her ad so I was trying to find her and possibily others.
I had to buy and download a spyware package to get rid of them all. So not only does Africa send out a bunch a web scams but they have spyware as well. I'm going to have to contact a bunch of places and change my passwords as well as alert them to possible false inquireis.
It was hard as hell, for me, to get the anti-spyware program working but I got all of them deleted.
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General Blog Category: Client's Experiences
Current Mood: pissed off
Added on: 05/24/08 01:08
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Last Thursday I went to see my surgeon and they're going to operate on me on June 9th. Have to be at the hospital and that night I went to a Friends of the NRA diner. I out bid some people on a .22 cal bolt action rifle. Not a great deal of fire power but it is a great rifle to teach kids how to shoot with and my niece wants to learn how to shoot a rifle and pistol. Both of which will be .22 cals.
I also out bid one other guy on a guided hunting trip to Africa! The trip was supposed to start bidding at $7,600.00 but they had to drop the price to $2,500 and I opened the bidding. It went back and forth between this one guy and I and I won the bid at $3,500.00. A $7,600.00 trip for half price. I can only shoot animals that are edibile and the meat goes to an orphanage. I must pay a tax for the animal I shoot and that goes to the game refuge. I can shoot as many animals as I can pay for (right), but I do get to have the skin and horns sent to a taxidermist and mounted and made into a rug.
I'd love to be able to bring home some of the meat but the law is that it must go to the orphanage so I'm OK with that. I can take another hunter or a person who just wants to see the wild life. I know I will be taking both of my cameras. My 9.5 Digital EOS Rebel and my 35mm Pentax K1000. I won't be going hunting every day but I do expect to be doing a lot of sight seeing and have been told it's a once in a life time experience.
So, I've been from Bankok to Marioupol, Ukraine. Only India and China left to circumnavigate the globe and from Venezula to Alaska to go Longitudal around the globe. I just might make it, yet, during my life time.
I took some pictures on the ground and have to down load them from my camer and post some. I am also having the 8mm viedos they made transferred to a DVD so I might be able to down load some of them as well. Maybe I can figure out how to do a Youtube thing with them.
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General Blog Category: Client's Experiences
Current Mood: chipper
Added on: 05/12/08 18:07
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I have recieved some great news! My Worker's Comp case has been settled and I am going to get my settlement with in the next few days. The only problem is; I've got to have an opperation and recupperate from that before I can have some fun. But, Thank, God, it's finally over. What a relief.
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Current Mood: accomplished
Added on: 05/04/08 17:05
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I know I haven't posted a blog for a while and I thought I'd take this time to catch up on what I've been doing. I think the last couple of short blogs had to do with me cutting up storm downed trees and health so here goes.
I think my settlement with worker's comp finally went through on Tuesday and I've been involved with another law suit with the contractor who built the addition on to my house for about 4 years. I got a call from my attorney about that and met with him and it appears that the contractor is ready to negociate a settlement. It's still in the early stages so I don't really know what's going on because it in the lawyer to lawyer stages.
My sister's health hasn't changed but at least I've got her eating better and the doc took her off of her diabeits meds. She met a woman at the community center who asked her to join her at an Over eaters Anomynous meeting which I hope she will do. When I do house cleaning I find wrappers from candy and other things she shouldn't be eating. She's in Los Angles, now, getting some dental work done she started while she was living there.
I've been busy painting my house and has it taken a long time. If it wasn't raining it was windy so I had to do a lot of painting by hand with a brush and roller. The origional house, about 800 square feet, took 10 gallons of primer, the stucco was so rough and thick I had to put two coats on it. Then of course, my favorite, the trim all had to be done by hand. I bought this stuff called Acrylic Elastomeric Paint and painted the house with it. Hell, it's not paint, it's an Acrylic coating and the stucco feels like it's plastic. It was expensive but it's got a life time warrenty and it cover up all the cracks the stucco has. It also expands and contracts with the weather.
I cut and split about 3 1/2 cords of wood ( a cord is 4x4x8 feet) most of it Oak but a lot of other wood as well. When it's free you take what you can get. Oak costs about $350.00-$400.00 a cord so I made out pretty well and since I have to keep the house around 78F during the winter for my sister I go through a lot of wood.
On the 7th of May I go to see the surgeons about my operation which I plan to schedule for the 16th. I'd do it sooner but I'm going to be doing my Air Combat flying on the 9th (by myself) and she's returning from LA on the 15th.
On the 13th I'm going to fly back to Vancouver to see Cora and return on the 14th. I just haven't been able to find an escort in the Sacramento area that I like as much as I like her. It's a good thing she lives so far away. Amd my passport expires in June and I know it will take about 6 weeks to get my new one issued.
I've been dealing with a lot of issues with my sister's estate and it seems like I'm always talking to an attorney for either her case or one of mine. I'm in the stages of getting my niece's ashes disinterned and shipped to Texas to be buried next to my mom's. The lady in LA wanted to know what space my niece was to be buried in and found it hard to believe that there was no space only a plot. My granfather bought a plot in the Magnolia Cemetary in Woodville, Texas where his family and grand children could be buried back in 1900. They didn't have spaces then, only plots. I could have my ashes buried there but I'm going to donate my body to some medical school. I think that having aspairing doctors work on a body that has had damage from war, auto accidents and has 3 medically fused verterbrae in the cervical spine, 2 in the lumbar spine (from an infection) and an artificial knee and has had transplanted ligaments from cadavars for the ACL might help some other poor SOB. Or else have my ashes scattered by fire works. There's actually a company that will do a fire works show to scatter your ashes over the ocean. I have always like fire works and I might as well go out with a bang.
So life has been busy and I've been dealing with it one day at a time and, oh yeah, I got all 3 yrs of my taxes filed.:-))
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Added on: 05/02/08 02:09
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I know I do a lot of posting on the forum board of News and Politics but, I think that it is very important that an informed public can make an informed decision.
I think the movie "Charlie Wilson's War" and "Lions for Lambs" give a good representation of what is going on in the world today and how if what the US starts is not finished how it effects the rest of the world and country for decades to come.
When I got out of the Army I went to college to get my Political Science degree so I could go to law school and then become a politician. I learned I wasn't dishonest enough to be a politician.
Everyone thinks Obama will change things and Clinton will be more influenced by the old Demo Establishment and McCain will just be another Bush.
What people don't really understand is that is there, really, is no difference between the two parties. The rich will protect the rich no matter what party they belong to. It's the "Good Ole Boys Club" mentality of the career politicians that fuck us over. One President does't do that much. What has to change is who is elected to the Congress and the Senate. You don't get to be a Commitee Chairperson with out having done some thing for other members of your party and you certianly have to do things for members of the other party, too.
I don't care who you vote for for President but I do hope you will vote against any incumbent career politician. They are the ones with the real power.
I'm a registered Democrate and have been since 1971, years before many of you were born or could vote and believe me there is no difference between them. Sure, we have our ultra-liberals as the Repubs have their ultra-conservatives but the monied class, the eliets of society, take care of their own first and fuck the rest of us.
You don't hear about the rich compaing about fuel or food. They own all the companies. It we the people who suffer and have to deal with the messes they make and they still make money off of us.
California and Nevada have banned burning wood for heating claiming it hurts the enviornment but who makes the money off of the Utilities, the rich that's who. Who has money to invest in the Comodites Markets with futures and shortages, the rich. It cost at least $10,000 to even invest in the Futures market while we can't even afford health care.
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Current Mood: disappointed
Added on: 05/02/08 01:34
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Well, crap.
I went to the doc's because I've been have abdominal pains after I eat and had to have a ultra-sound and I learned that a hyanial hernia I got years ago is starting to cause problems. The doc told me I had to have my gall bladder removed in order to repair the tear in my diaphram. I never planned to live past the age of 21 and this getting older sucks. As one guy I spoke to said "Getting older is a lot harder than it looks".
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Added on: 04/22/08 02:48
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I thought my niece was going on an Archilogical dig in New Zealand and now I find out it's in Ireland. Well, I guess I'd better send in my passport for renewal before the tourist season starts.
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Added on: 02/29/08 01:17
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Well, since all the rain has stopped I've been busy cutting down damaged trees and limbs from them. I've been running a chain saw for 4 weeks straight and now my right hand hurts from it. With the sun comming out and the tempatures getting warmer the mosquitos are sawarming every where. You'd think with the exhaust from the chain saw they'd stay away but I think it attracts them.
Where ever you live be careful of the mosquitos. West Valley Nile fever is a killer.
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Added on: 02/29/08 01:15
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Every day I log on to my computer I've got at least 30 SPAM messages and it is driving me crazy. I've trie deleting cookies, changing security setting (which prevented me from logging on) and ever thing else I can think of. PLease help it you are able to.
THANKS.
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Added on: 02/18/08 15:53
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After being in a battle with State Compensation Insurance Fund in California for 17 years it looks like they're going to finally settle my case.
I wrote some pretty stong letters to my attorney and even got a U.S. Congressman involved and now they are proposing a settlement. My attorney and I have to go over a lot of records and I have to start filing for milage claims on doctor's appointments but, it is looking good.
If it goes through I'll be able to do a lot of things I have been puting off for some time.
Wish me well.
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General Blog Category: Escort's Experiences
Current Mood: accomplished
Added on: 02/06/08 02:31
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Today I was doing all kinds of things. I had to drive down to the bay area to meet my ex to get some stocks signed over to me.
I had to put a shotgun back together for some jerk who took it apart then, put it back together worng and fired it. Turning it into a useless piece of shit. It is an old Browning B-80, a semi-automatic, and would be a great gun to teach a kid to shoot skeet with. (I bought a used Winchester 1100 for my son to learn). But this jerk didn't know what he was doing and so now it's only a single shot shot gun. He didn't realize what the recoil guide, on the back of the blolt carriage was for and didn't put in the propper position. I called him up, he's been hasseling me about getting it back and complained when I ordered some parts for it, and told him to come and pick up the useless piece of shit and go dump it in the river.
I was doing laundry, sweeping and vaucuming the floor ( I hate to vacum) and started to mop the floor when I heard my sister yell and fall in the shower (There are grab bars in the shower). She had a sizure and missed the handle. I ran into help her and got her to her feet, checked to make sure she was alright and then returned to the kitchen to continue to mop. SHIT!!! I forgot to turn off the water before I ran into help her so my hardword floor was getting a bath.
I ran and got every towel in the house and started throwing them on the floor and then my sister came in and started putting them down as well. We got the floor as dry as we coluld and then I carried the soggy towels to the laundry room to wash and dry. I put our a floor fan, turned on the celing fan and took a shop vac and am using the exhaust port as a fan and then I told her we were going out to dinner.
The shop vac is so noisy I don't know how much sleep I'll get tonight. I'm thinking I get a pair of ear plugs from my shooting gear and use them. After dinner I went to an AA meeting and vented about being pissed off at some guy in the program and told my story of woe.
At least, I think, the insurance will cover the floor if it gets warped but I don't want to go through that again.
The Holiday's sucked for me. They always do. But I made it through them and now I'm feeling better. I went wild trukey hunting and duck hunting and didn't get any turkey but I got a few ducks.
My ex told me Lester wanted to go hunting with me so I'll start hunting phesant and grouse and quail next fall. Only problem is, neither one of us have a dog.
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General Blog Category: Client's Experiences
Current Mood: chipper
Added on: 02/03/08 01:05
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I posted some new pic of me and family and friends. Hope you enjoy them and as I find other ones I'll post them as well. I'm searching for one of me sitting on a watermellon that is larger than I am.
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Added on: 12/15/07 20:37
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I wrote an article about my last visit with Cora and our Ocean kayaking adventure. It should be posted in a few days. It is so long I had to figure out how to write it in my Word Docs and then post it to the article section. Damm, that was a lot harder than I thought it would be. Hopefully, I'll get better at it and be able to do it easier.
It's quite a long article so I hope you enjoy it.
Lucious Lacey,
I, really, hope you enjoy it.
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General Blog Category: Client's Experiences
Current Mood: satisfied
Added on: 12/02/07 15:43
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Went to see the doc to get a flu shot and asked why I needed 1 every year. Seems the strains keep mutating so we need to keep getting the vacination. They tell you to take it easy but, in the Army they made us do push ups after vacinations, so I did some exercise and it felt fine.
A Hotwife,
The doc said I've gained 14lbs, Yea! She still wants me to gain more so it's pasta and potatos every night. I've even started eating bread. Yuck. After carrying a lunch pail for 25 yrs I was sick of bread but, now I'm eating toast, bacon, potatos and eggs for breakfast.
Who knows, if I join a gym I'll get my 19 in neck and 44 in chest back.
I know, dream on. LOL
I know I'm, definetly going to do some work outs before JJ and I go flying. That's hard as hell. But, it's fun.
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Added on: 11/29/07 17:56
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Your health, Your family. Your friends.
The place you have to live and the food on your table.
The people who have touched your lives and those you have touched.
Most of all, the fact you are alive.
There are many more but I know, you already know them.
Happy Thanksgiving to all of you and your familes, loved ones and friends, even those you don't know.
May the Lord Bless and Keep you all safe.
Love, Paul
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Added on: 11/21/07 10:41
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Most people suffer from night mares and I wish I was one of you. I call the dreams I have terror mares and they are not the thing I usally share with people but, tonight, this one woke me up crying.
Most people are unaware that there are certian amusement parks, around the world, that have armed response units to react in the emergency there is a terrorist attacks at specific ones. I will not go into the details or name names but, I have participated in one.
I've been getting pissed of at a guy in my "Home Group" at the place I attend my AA meetings. This guy has, in the past few months, started saying that he was Lieutentant in the Army during the Vietnam war and has 156 confirmed kills and it pisses me off. He has also bragged that he has only a 3rd grade education, in the past. No Vet braggs about the number of people he has killed, it haunts us, we try to forget
When I joined the Army it was required that you have at least a High School Diploma or a General Equaloviency (?) Degree (a GED). Some of the things I am going to tell you I have only told my sponsor and no one else knows about it.
When I "graduated" from high school I did so a year early. I went to summer school the summer before I was a Freshman and continued to do so until the after the summer of my junior year and was entitle to graduate a year early. I did this so I could join the Army and go to Vietnam. I was afraid the war would be over before I would be old enough to go.
My family life was hell. My father was a paranoid schitzophrenic and a very violent man. I posted in my blog entitled "He wanted to be a tough guy" about a beating my father gave me, one time, which require to have my mother cut my clothes off me. When I was sent to see a Psychratist, after I was hit by a drunk driver at work, he wanted to know why I was so angry and told me to tell him about my child hood.
I did and he stopped me, because he was crying and told me, "You weren't abused, you were tortured." My father always told me I would be better off dead and the world would be a better place if I was dead. My older sister did the same. So, I joined the Army and voulenteered for Vietnam, not for 1 tour but for 2. I thought that if my death was the only thing that was going to make my family happy I was going to die in Vietnam. Believe me, I tried. I couldn't kill myself but, being killed in action was something I could do. When I was discharged and at my parents house my father said, "Why didn't you do us all a favor and get yourself killed this time?"
My father had served in the pacific with the Marines during the battle of Guadal Canal and The Soloman Islands. His father, a Virginia Military Institute graduate, was a career Army officer. His father was the 1st U.S. Marshall in the Terriorty of Texas and I had been an Eagle Boy Scout. I qualified for a Naval ROTC program and did a commitment just as any Reserve Officer, in the military would do actually, more.
Once a week I attended military training classes at a Navy base and 2 weeks of active duty training every summer. I have sailed on a mine sweeper from Long Beach to San Diego, on an old WWII diesel submarine (a pig boat) and did a 2 week voyage from Long Beach to Pearl Harbor on an Air Craft carrier. So when I joined the Army I was destined to become an Office, even though I didn't want to be one.
On my second tour I was a combat platoon leader and was "transferred" (kicked) out of the infantry and assigned to a Special Operations Group because I was too violent for the infantry. SOG's are not assigned to Infantry Battalions due to the nature of their opperations. I was assigned to a Support Battalion, remember, we were not supposed to exist.
The commanding office was some punk ass 22 yr old captian from the Quarter Master Corps, a fucking supply clerk. I was a 20 yr old LT. It was his goal in life to make me a "Real Soldier." Shine my boots, cut my hair and give him the respect his rank, not he, demanded. I thought he was a punk and let him know it. Being unable to bust me for anything more that being disrespectful and insuborinate he and his suck ass 1st Sergeant set me up to be busted for possesion of herion. I was Court Martialed and sentenced to 6 months of confinement and hard labor. I told my JAG attorney, a major, that before I did one day in jail I would kill both the captain and his snitch. The Major sent the Court Martial, on appeal, to the commanding general and the Court Martial was dismissed. I was discharged as a Pvt E-1, the lowest rank in the Army.
Now this guy goes around telling every one bull shit about being a Platoon Leader (a LT) in the Army claiming to have 156 confirmed kills. I told him that "White Feather", a Marine Corps sniper had only 132, which is true, the most prolific killer the U.S. military has ever produced. He served 5 tours. A confirmed kill means that some one other than you witnessed it. But this guy keeps up his bull shit. When ever I and some of the other vets start talking he runs up to us, like a puppy dog, and expects to be a part of our conversations. We don't include him in our conversations. I have told one of them about my building anger and I have told other people as well. I'm told to ignore him and to consider the source and I have tried to but I have been unsucessful. He knows I'm upset with him but he thinks it's because when he would come up to talk to me I would tell him to eat shit. He'd reply, "Well, piss on you." He thought I was joking but, his wife could tell other wise so he stopped saying that to me. Now he thinks every thing is great and I'm going to be his friend, again. The only thing I do to him is say hi and shake his hand, when he offers it.
I keep trying to have a talk with him about his "Military Career" and ask him general questions about his time in the Army and draw out his lie and tell him he is a liar and to stop claiming he is a Vet because I consider what he is doing an insult to me and every person who has ever served in the military. But, he avoids me after and before the meetings.
I'm pissed off at the Military for not letting me and a lot of other Vets re-enlist during the 1st Gulf War. We were too old, they said. We told them we only wanted to be training instructors, we were still denied.
I saw something on the news about how some Marines were killed in Iraq and got pissed off. These young men have no idea of how you fight a war, especially in a house to house environment and they are dying needlesly. I was fortunate to be trained by men who had served in WWII and Korea, these young people are being trained by people without any real knowledge of how to fight a war.
When they enter a building they use SWAT tatics not Military tatics, and it is getting them killed. The true fact of war is: kill or be killed. There are only two types of soldiers, "The quick and the dead." In a suspected hostile environment: shoot first, ask questions later. But, it's a kinder, gentler nation we live in. Colddel every one and let them get away with murder, sacrifice our young people because Congress wants to run the war the same way they did in Vietnam. This war is taking longer than WWII, the critics say. Well, Hell Yeah! The Allies bombed the shit out of Germany and most of Europe but now we're afraid of political fall out so we let the enemy have a place to hide. We don't destroy villages or towns or their factories as in WWII and with the rules of engagement, as they are, we're going to loose more people.
This is my terror mare.
I am taking part in one of these response senarrios and it is a live fire exercise. We are being shot at by men on the ground and by heliocopters, I'm part of the terrorist unit and we have hit our target and trying to escape we're picking up weapons and ammo from people on the ground. We've made it over this hill and across a bridge but we realize that our escape has been cut off so we make our way to some concret culverts (Huge drainage pipe) and ther we run into one of the units we are trying to evade. One young man confronts me and we beging to struggle and using a Judo technique of using your opponets strength against him I smash his weapon into his throat, crushing his wind pipe. Opperating on instinct, I kill him. Realizing what I have done I try to give him mouth to mouth ressucatation and medical treatment. His friends are yelling and sceaming at me and I keep trying to bring him back to llife. I can not and beging to cry, uncontrollably.
And that's how I wake up. Sobbing, my head aching and my neck in pain and I have been unable to get back to sleep. That was over 3 hrs ago and I haven't been able to call any one, yet, to talk to them about it, so I'm telling you in hopes that it will help me get over this terror mare and I can go back to sleep.
I appologize for this but, I had to get it out. I'm crying, again. I even went out and bought some cigaretts, it's been 3 months since I smoked one.
Thank you for listening.
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Added on: 11/14/07 09:06
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I know that Jade4U has not been on the boards for a while so, I sent her an email to see how see is doing.
She relied she is doing well and only seeing a few regular clients at this time. She is spending the majority of her time taking care of the new baby, who is fat and happy and has started a new web site for posting blogs of "Serious" (?) providers and hobbyists.
Here is the web site address. She asked me to share it.
http://wweppp.invisioni.com
I tried to put this in as a URL but don't know how to do it.
I'm sure one other lady from Canada knows how to do this, so thank you in advance, dominiex
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Added on: 11/10/07 01:54
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